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ever feel like..

Mon Sep 21, 2009, 4:23 PM
have ever felt like just dying already? i mean its gonna happen someday anyway why not just make it sooner you dnt have to deal with all this pain.. u wont b missing anyone anymore.. and u dnt have to think abt how u hurt the guy u love cus u kno ur not good enough for him.. and u dnt have to go thru all the trouble of trying to make ur father proud of u when u kno he never will b.. even tho u try to tell him how u love chemistry cus u kno he loves chemistry.. but in the end u always kno ull always b a mess up and a disappointment to him.. everytime i go to that bride that could "accidently" break as u walk over it and u could hit ur head on those sharp rocks beneath i always think abt how easy it would b just to end it all.. would they still hate me after i'm gone or would they feel bad that i was just that pathetic to end my sad pathetic unimportant little life.. but for now ill just sit here feeling sorry for myself.. 6 days till my birthday.. happy friggen birthday..

  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: myself cry in self disgust
  • Watching: myself fall apart
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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